In the days of my post-teenage years, I used to be one of those pesky bloggers out there, babbling about random thoughts, (what I thought were) neat things, events, and my lack of a love life. It's sad when I look back on the stuff I wrote about, though I do not regret writing them. Blogging was a means of expressing myself.
Years have passed since I blogged like that. Sadly, I stopped about the time Rayson was hit with brain cancer.
Only recently had I thought about searching through my old weblog, hoping I wrote something that I could share about my little brother with you all, and leave me with a warm memory. Disappointingly, those young adult years seem more about self-discovery, and the bulk of my entries, only mentioned him in passing.
"I had sushi with Rayson and..." [talk about the food]
"My brother dropped me off at the airport..." [talk about flight anxiety]
*sigh*
Then I came across one of those email surveys that your friends would send you. Used to love those. It was certainly a great way of writing about the latest hobbies and music you were into. Also a sad realization that you can't answer certain questions when it's never happened before...
Years have passed since I blogged like that. Sadly, I stopped about the time Rayson was hit with brain cancer.
Only recently had I thought about searching through my old weblog, hoping I wrote something that I could share about my little brother with you all, and leave me with a warm memory. Disappointingly, those young adult years seem more about self-discovery, and the bulk of my entries, only mentioned him in passing.
"I had sushi with Rayson and..." [talk about the food]
"My brother dropped me off at the airport..." [talk about flight anxiety]
*sigh*
Then I came across one of those email surveys that your friends would send you. Used to love those. It was certainly a great way of writing about the latest hobbies and music you were into. Also a sad realization that you can't answer certain questions when it's never happened before...
6. How old were you when you had your first kiss?
N/A
For good or for bad, I posted those surveys on my blog. And one entry -- dating back October 3, 2007 -- Rayson is mentioned more than once. [Don't expect deep insight. This is a email survey, after all.]